The very first time when u told me about it,
I swear i was being pulled over.
i really was.

But the constant "reminder" from u abt how badly he is treating u serves like a pushing factor.
No matter what,
its almost the same old things over and over again
so whats the point of constantly telling me?
it jus make me from replying u "huh arr. really?? then u nowww?"
to "hmm.oh"

you see,
it wont pull me cross the middle line, but jus pushing me away once again
mayb its jus me
since right from the start, i actually belong to that side and am still that side
feel for u and being compassionate jus reminded me to look at things in a more objective manner
but really, reverse psychology is creeping in and doing its job right now.

Thank you Sze Bim!!!  :D

guess this word wont be alien to anyone.
sometimes i know,
i have  got no one to blame other than myself
but wad can i do,
my middle name is jus start with and end with the word LAZY! muhahaha ^^

Life is so tired recently 
seems like its a loooong time since i slept a 8hrs straight
projs are killer,
ruin skin ruin eyes ruin social life ruin wallet ruin almot everything!!!!! 
sighhh
bye.

that if you cant do something, simply DONT DO IT!
that if you arnt made to be a leader, then DONT ACT AS ONE! 
that if you cant take all the responsibity and wants to push blames half way through, then jolly well DONT TAKE THEM UP IN THE FIRST PLACE!
we dont own u any shit,
stop commanding us and wanting us to follow ur UNDECISIVE directions,
& when things happen, shoving everything to everyone else other than urself!

YOU ARE NOT AS POWERFUL AS YOU THINK YOU ARE, GET UR IDEAS CLEAR!!!!

Even though i never even think of it
but hearing it is enuf to make my heart sink. 
its jus so weird
Is it cos its too late into the night?
thats why my tots are running wild~
ching man ching mannnnnnn
wake up from ur ideaaa!!!!

After i wake up it will be a new day
Everything will be fine...

(:

u just have to find.

are u like here rather too fast?
2011 passby so speedily
somehow even without me realising 
but i seem to hav a clearer view of things
thankyou for sending all the lovies to my life (:
and let me understand who are those that i shld make sacrifices for.
i am typing all these which reflecting on 2011 
finally let down something, or rather someone, which bragged me for a few years 
sometimes,
its over when u look back
that u are glad that you are out of it 
(:

tts all i can say.

i had typed a whole page of rants,
but i had deleted them.
for i think it make no sense to anyone else.

feels exceptionally cold.
I rmb i used to wear short sleeves plus a jacket for winter in HongKong.
but..
But..
BUT..
Its not possible this winter.

nway..the pink sky is so nice! (:

and happen to be near fa yuen street so i went to hav a look at the disaster site which happened last week.
Really burnt till... ....
let the pic do the speaking